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Chapter Two. | The Thing With Love... - Olorode Zainab
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Chapter Two.



The wave ripples, rises and crashes constantly. The sea seems to be troubled, it mirrors my inner turmoil. The tide moves closer slowly, seductively, inviting me in. I feel the coolness of the water beneath my feet, it’s soothing, blissful. I close my eyes and relish in the peace and contentment the water brings to my soul, every muscle in my body goes lax. Then I hear the whisper of the wind, so beautiful, calling out to me, pulling me into the water and I follow.
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I open my eyes and I’m knee deep in the water. I stare mesmerized at the rocking of the waves like a trance, there’s no one in sight, not a sound or a whisper, just me and the ocean. It would be so beautiful to just dive in and follow the tide, to let the sea wash away my pain, drown my sorrows and take me to unknown shores.
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Suddenly, I feel a vibration in my pocket and just like that, the spell is broken. The sound of the waves now seem deafening and I become aware of the people and the chatter, the music and partying on the beach. The waves seem not so peaceful anymore, the current stronger as the tide rocks at my feet and pushes me backward. I fall on my derriere, my clothes soaked and I shiver as the tears fall down my face. I recall the happenings of mere hours ago at the specialist hospital Dr Solanke had referred me to.
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“Due to late discovery, your cancer has advanced. It has spread throughout your immune system. There is no cure for CLL but with the advanced technology in medicine today, I can approximately say you have a life expectancy of a year and ten years with treatment.” I stare dumbly as he continues on in a monotonous voice. Slowly, I let go of the death grip my mother has on my hand.
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“You”ll have to start chemotherapy and immunotherapy as soon as possible, we cannot provide a cure for your illness Miss Itunnu but we can make your remaining days as painless as possible. I’ll also write a list of foods that you can and can’t eat…. Miss Itunnu, are you listening.” the doctor shakes me and I continue to stare at him blankly. I can hear everything he says, see his every action but I find it hard to send a message to my brain to tell my body to function properly.
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“Thank you doctor, I’ll make sure she follows your instructions to the detail,” my mum says as the doctor hands her my prescription.
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I lay back in the water and let the water flow around me, into me. I cry, letting the tears mix with the salty water. Cry for the life that’s slowly being taken away from me. The specialist had nothing good to say either, he had said my case is very rare because CLL occurs mostly in adults age 40 and above. My case occurred because my grandfather died of CLL. He said my lymphocytes created cells that attack my blood cells and as my cancer advances, I’ll experience anemia, leukopenia and thrombocytopenia.
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I’ll die slowly and painfully. I’ll never become a mother, I’ll never experience the joy of finding love, I’ll never get married. I’ll never know the feeling of a man laying with a woman, I’ll slowly wither away like a vegetable and I won’t have an impact on the world like I always dreamed I would.
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Why did this have to happen to me. What did I do to deserve this. I yell out my frustration, roaring loudly, my arms splayed wide. I sit up with my knees buried deep in the sand and hit the water, angrily, splashing it everywhere. It doesn’t relieve the ache inside me or make me feel better, now I just have sand all over my neck and chest, sand everywhere.
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I get up and stare at the sea stretching endlessly beyond my reach. Everyone must think I’m a psychopath, sitting and yelling in the water but they have no idea of the feelings roiling inside me.
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